i once had a kitten named Miaw
i was so in love with him
he was my idol cat, that stupid furry ball
i had no idea how to raise a persian cat
then came the others
the more beautiful, funnier and, even more expensive cats
Miaw became number two, then three, then four...
then i decided to give him to a friend, "i got too many cats," i said, "please love him,"
then i said goodbye to my Miaw..
have we ever thought that it's so easy for us to change direction? to replace something we thought would be the one we love the most? everything is immortal, screw "friends forever", forget "i love you forever", in the end, all we got is just : my own self. This life, is about me, every step i take, every move, every second chance, is always about me.
We might be in love, so deep, so cheerful, so passionate...or, we got no one and it seems like we're gonna end up single for a long time....we might be in an open relationship and friends are always like a God to us..... we might be thinking love is an asshole... but the next day the we wake up, can you predict what's going to happen to what we're hold on to?
i woke up this morning and give breath to one day i'm living. what matters is now, i live just for today, i might be die tomorrow, or, end up in a fatal early marriage with five kids. Who knows? we're too busy reassuring things, and forget to live freely or, to care to others.
Don't hold the sands too tight, you're just gonna be too easy to let them go.
naa
